haiz.....

I been looking around lately...
There have been good times
very good times...
Where laughter is shared
Where Smiles are shown
But beneath all those laughter and smiles
People seem to be hiding everything....
Nobody is what they seem to be...
Not even the person u may know the best...
Not even the person u love
Not even the person that seems the happiest.

I been wondering somethings for a long time...
Things that go against religions
Things that i won't be showing in this blog
Due to the fact
Many people will come and complain

Most people in the world
Live to find a purpose
While some's
Purpose is their life
And many die not knowing
their purpose
There are people
Who do find and fulfill their purpose
But will i be 1 of them??
Will u??
Some adults might be wondering
Your too young to be thinking like this..
Well i'm thinking it already so i can't stop thinking about it...

Lets not ponder on that topic now
Recently i have been shown very disturbing images/videos...
Not something you would like to happen to yourself..
Some people says that i appreciate too much to complain about it..
But i dun see why shouldn't we?
In school...
I see younger kids taking a lot and end up not finishing it..
Leaving behind food that will be thrown away
Wasting food that people would kill to have..
Without a moment of hesitation ...

Love?
Looking around
Its hard to believe there is real love..
Cheating on 1 another
Breaking Up
Divorce
Bla bla bla...
will there be a slot for love in my life??

Parents.........
Dun know about urs
But i can say mine dun know a lot about me
Not that i would't want them to
Just I'm positive that i would be wasting their time..
What they do know is wads outside and some pieces
put together with guesses

Well...Just so u guys know?
This ain't an emo post lols
This is a speak ur mind post =p

Signing Off
Mr.PaininmyBrain